When you know it is worth fighting for...

Believing in yourself... is this true? How could it be true?

I'm in our Computer Room... which is my brother's room whenever he comes... typing this... the online radio of Wimbledon is on... my sister sometimes comes in to check the scores of the players... TV in the sala just turned off after the movie "Provoked" was played... with an actress named Rai...?

There's an insect walking on the monitor... monitor is so bright... I'm talking nonsense... guess I don't reveal what I want to reveal...

I am an aspiring candidate for the One Young World, which will be held in London, United Kingdom... in February 2010... I was having difficulties in getting votes and raising pledges... and it is because I am using my Magda accounts (the nickname that I gave to my fake accounts that I used to promote dating websites during my last job as online marketer)... I have been asking people who don't know me to vote for me... so of course, since my credibility is not yet established, of course a person wonders first whether to believe me or not... and I truly understand that... last time, I lost my temper, I thought the person asking me serious questions were asking stupid questions... so he didn't vote for me, but we got to become friends with my real account... I lost my temper easily when I know questions being asked to me are, well, questions that even the person asking those questions could answer them asap...

except today... someone pledged 3000 Euros... wow! I mean, wow... I sincerely hope it is true... because this means my chance of attending the event is truly possible... this means I should finally check my passport... Visa... I should think of those things now...

But what if the man were kidding? What could that mean?

So the battle is not yet finished... I should work harder, this means... still... the dream is still there... and with this blog post, I truly thank this guy who pledged 3000 Euros - this blog post is dedicated to you! And you know who you are!